michy ♥

CNY 2012

2012-01-24T02:46:00.000+08:00

Cny this year seems so different. Everyone has grown up, visiting doesnt seem so lively as previous years and places the visit are even lesser. And, its a pretty lonely cny for me this year. Visitings gonna stop at Day 1. No more places for me to visit already. It's so different from the previous 2 chinese new year that i had.

Everyone's asking and i really don't know how to answer, it really seemed like everyone had recognised him, i feel proud of that, but at the same time, not anymore because he is no longer mine.

I've finally state my stand and gonna leave clinic at least by may/june. I definitely need to bring myself somewhere better, at least somewhere else other than where i am now. I want to at least do some changes to my life in 2012. I need to step out of my comfort zone and explore this vast world outside it.

Up till now, i'm still so indecisive on matters of the heart.

NYE

2011-12-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

its new year's eve already! 2011 is coming to an end tonight! i'm gonna end my year with a blast! i had a bad end for the last 2 weeks of the year! breakups, exams, sleepless nights. But still i had a great year, eventful year, crazy 2011. I gotta start being to step out my comfort zone in the new year ahead. I dont want to continue just bring a clinic assistant, it aint gonna work that way.
Coming up with my resolution now, the last day on 2011 it is, and i'm looking forward to these in 2012;
- Get a LIFE!
- Cutting down on drinks and clubs.
- Get into SIA
- Tone-up my getting-out-of-shape body
- Be happier
- Have a great prospect job (that's if i dont get into SIA)
- ENJOY 2012! ♥

Generally, these are what i wish to fulfil. and i hope i do so! 2011 was awesome, i;ll make 2012 better (:
HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ♥

right or not?

2011-12-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

I dont know whether i have made the right decision for this. But i only know it is right for now, in future, i dont know will i regret the decisions i made now. I know i'm seen as the one that has caused all the heartbreaks and all, i know he is good, but they can never stand in my shoe and think in my point of view.
Well, i can only leave it this way for now. I dont know what will happen in future, i'll just leave it to fate to decide.
Another matter, also at the back of my head. I seem all so dont care, but in fact, i do care alot. Because its kinda affecting me already and i dont like to feel this way. Its a barrier, a barrier that enables me to look ahead of what will it be like behind that tall wall. I can never know yet, and my gut feeling is not telling me anything right. Oh well, i just have to open up my mind more, probably than i can have a better picture of what's awaiting behind that barrier.

21 now, and i should enjoy what i can now. I shouldn't be thinking of such stuffs to obstruct my route to enjoyment. I'm sure i can enjoy better than this and lead an even better life than this. I hope i can attain this in the new year ahead.
Now, all i wish for is a better job, better pay and better life. 3 simple wishes but it just seems so unreachable. Its getting really tiring to work like this. I'm a normal young adult afterall, i need my privilege to live my life better, and not torture myself to work from 8.30-11pm almost everyday. yes, i'm young, i have to work hard blah blah blah, but how many of them are actually like that in fact? i'd rather be the norms, than having such torture and hardship all in the name of Money! I promise myself, to earn better, live better and do better in the near future, because i would never want myself to turn into this route ever again!

a day more to adulthood

2011-12-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

21. My big 21 is finally here. finally stepping into adulthood. Had my awesome scarlet celebration last weekend! (: it was an awesomely red party! ♥ Thanks to the greatest sister i have, my party was pretty much a success (: with booze and more booze!! I have the most unexpected people turning up for my 21st, and they are really a great bunch of friends that i would like to keep.

Stepping into adulthood bring more responsibility and commitment. Honestly, i feel that i dont even hold a proper job even up till now. My greatest wish now is to fly with SIA so i can enjoy the great freedom of travelling, and to be able to not get my mind off on stuff that i dont want to think about.

I hope my life can go back on track soon. Its fucking screwed up now, but i'm really glad that i still have awesome friends around me to rely when i needed someone. THANKYOU ALL♥ you know who you are (:

Best of both world?

2011-10-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

In life, one can never get the best of both world, you can only choose one and forsake the other. And the worse is, i dont even know what i want myself because i know whichever i give up, i will regret it one day.
I just want escape from reality sometimes. i know its the dumbest and most ridiculous way but at least, it wont cause me so much thinking and heartache. I just want to be free from all this thoughts, at least for awhile.
Fun or Commitment?

It was a great 1st halloween spent. Although some hiccups in between, nonetheless, it was still fun with all my loved ones ♥

Vicious Cycle

2011-10-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

I realised i'm never free from any financial burden, whenever one is solved, another will surface. Its like a never ending vicious cycle. I'm sick and tired of all these. When can it stop?
I only ask for a debt-free profile for myself and my family. Nothing more, life's of a normal family. I don't ask for riches and luxury, i just ask for stability and comfort. This is all i'm yearning for now.

I want to be away from all this, call it avoiding, i just want to leave my mind off all these. I just want to be in my own world, for at least awhile, to cool down, to find myself again.

Its October 2011!

2011-10-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

Look how time flies! its october already and there are so many happenings that happened within a short span of 4 months! Crazy clubbing, knowing so many new people, even went overseas twice already! look how time actually speeds across you! HKG and Batam this year, i aim for taiwan and phuket&bkk next! (:

So many things actually happened, I almost actually lost a relationship that i really want to treasure alot in long-term. But i think its my nature, my nature of being playful, and thinking that nothing will go wrong even though i know consequences might be disastrous. This is just me i guess. But i know that i need to and i want to keep this relationship. I hope this rocky road will be over soon.

my new toy

2011-05-31T12:44:00.000+08:00

my new toy! (: i finally got my hands on my very own laptop! (: though its kinda big (its a 15.6") but at least its still a laptop for me to use and its really good for watching my dramas!
Boyf is back in camp already. another week again, its drawing nearer to the 3 weeks of hell! i hope it will really not be that bad! anyway i'll most likely be going to genting during that period, so i guess it isnt that bad! (:
i need to start running again! i shall do it this evening! heh!

tireddd

2011-05-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

all thanks to my colleague, i gotta slog my ass of in the clinic this whole week! and god,i dont have much time to pack my house already! i'm missing my old house already ); i just wanna get this over soon!

today clinic was crazy as usual, but it was crazier because of my lack of sleep, so i was basically a zombie the whole day, and funny thing, now than i can finally go to sleep, i'm actually watching "how i met your mother" SERIOUSLY?! humans are weird! i am weird!

Warren just traumatized me with his accident outside my clinic ytd. i kinda freaked out because it wasnt the first time and yes, it happened right outside my clinic! anyway, glad that he and his gf was fine! i guess he can say bye to his R15 finally.
Boyf is finally back from field camp today, where i finally talked to him! the feeling really sucked when you missed the person so much but you just CANT see nor touch him! it drives people crazy! anyway, gonna see him tmr, so i have to wait than! ♥

how i met your mother

2011-05-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

its a really good show! (: you should watch it if you think you're awesome!
anyway, its been a great week for me, it would have been greater if boyf. got to book out during the weekends.
Many things up in june, shifting house, boyf. bdae, and our 2nd anniversary. Every june is that busy eh! i remember i said the exact same thing last year!
i've finally enrolled for my school and having mixed feeling to be back studying. i seriously dont mind being a clinic assistant for life, but boy, its not realistic at all! i gotta get a proper job soon!
Everything is so regimental in my life now. i feel stagnant, but at the same time happy with what i;m doing, carefree and no worries. But happy things have to come to an end.

oh well, i hope i will quickly get a life and plan up a better future ahead!
missing my boyf ♥ gotta wait till end of the week again ): ciaossss!

red head

2011-04-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

i just got my head red again because my ugly black roots are all growing out. So i got it done before Social Night this coming friday (:
Pretty excited about it because i only heard about it from others, but never thought that i would be attending one myself. well, it isn't that great either, because there are so many restrictions!

Anyway, i've been working my ass off this few months, even after coming back from bkk, i still think that wasn't enough for me. i really need another longer break! Travelling's really good. you not only get to shop and eat, but also put your mind off everything except to have fun! (: planning another one in sept!

boyf had successfully crossed over to OCS and i'm so proud of him. Because all his hard work has been paid off (: (that's why i get to go social night teehee!) But it will be getting tougher for both me and him. Trainings getting crazier and time is getting lesser for each other. Overseas training is coming up, and this is really gonna test us real bad. ): NS is torturous to both the guys and their girlf! heh!

i'm shifting in less than 1 month's time, and i really wish that this is a dream; but reality is setting in soon ):

March 2011

2011-03-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Its March 2011 already! how time flies seriously! and i'm still stuck at where i was 6 months ago!
BUT! i'm finally ending my work there on the 15th of this month (: and i hope it really ends. really needa get some break before i start to register my school and go back studying again (:

and double yeah! i'm going to bangkok with cuzzies! its like first time traveling alone without any adults with us! its scary and exciting! cant wait for 20th!
Its been too long since i last touch this. So kinda not know what to type in here. Will try to utilize my blog more often now since my laptop is finally fixed (: thanks to dad, but still, i wanna get a new one (:

i'm having so little time with my love now ): he's either having confinement or have some last mins activities in camp! army is getting cruel! i really have to start appreciating the few hours that we can have during the weekends! (:

after knowing more, i'm also loving you more (:

no calls ):

2010-11-30T12:14:00.000+08:00

babyA had live firing till wee hours last night and was only able to call me when i already fell asleep! this is the first call that we have missed! i even brought the phone to the bathroom when i was bathing!

and finally, i'm able to go for a getaway! PHUKET! here i come! tentatively it is confirm from the 10th to 14th of Feb, right after the week of CNY. I'm sooo eggggcited about it, because i finally get to go out of the island with peipei after X12484 years! i hope this will be a fun and enjoyable trip! cant wait!

uncle's wedding (:

2010-11-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

Attended uncle's wedding last night at Grand Corpton Waterfront (: its been awhile since i went for a wedding and be able to dress up (: so fun with cousiessss! great famiy gathering, everyone all dressed up and look so pretty and handsome! (: food wasn't that fantastic though, but got to take many pictures!! This is all i have, the rest is with cousin.
i love to get all dressed up for occassion! ♥ feels like a super modelll! (:

A. is coming out today, FINALLY! (: he passed his IPPT thus able to be out today! i cant wait to end work and see his face! ♥

Megamind with jessss (:

2010-11-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

Caught Megamind with Jess during the weekend, felt that it was a pretty meaningful show (: really entertaining too!
This was the first weekend without A. ): but i kept myself busy this weekend! had baking session with Agnes and the company of cute lil kaiden (: small meet up with peipei, and managed to accompany my mum for breakfast on sunday! (: great weekend spent! although there is still a little emptiness because i normally get to spent it with A. Well, he's gonna book out tmr! ♥ i cant wait!

been awhile (:

2010-11-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

The pace of life is getting faster everyday. How can people even take it? sometimes i feel that we are pretty amazing (: How i wish i can go for a long break now, to do things that needs to be done. I have no time for everything now. My life is stagnant with overflowing work and more work. I need a change of job!
Love is heading to tekong in 3 days. ohhmyy.. its a mixed feeling of excited and sad. Excited because i get to send him all the way there, sad because i need to part with him from there for 14-odd days. I need to be more independent and not to rely on him so much! GET A LIFE MICHELLE! i'll miss him and for sure, very badly. I hope i wont get so drama and all, so i gotta recall all my negative feelings and be strong!

I just hope that you are happy and enjoy yourself! ♥

shagggg

2010-09-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

i'm going to go bonkers soon if i dont get a well deserve break soon! ulcers in my mouth are giving me so much problems and i have no appetite to eat at all. Though i've not eaten properly since my braces, but i think my face is so swollen ): cant stand it! nevermind, for the sake of being beautiful, i have to tolerate!!!!

no appetite for everything because i cant anything that i am craving for now ):

day out with pei

2010-09-20T16:36:00.000+08:00

A day out with pei pei (: helped her out with her photoshoot which didnt turn out really well, not the pictures but the back-end stuff. Anyway, i'm like a total idoit towards this kinda things, but i dont deny that its really nice (:

Been working like a shit this whole month. I dont know when can i take a break here. Running 2 jobs ain't easy at all. I'm glad that i still have time for Aaron at least.

I got my braces done as you can see (: its like a dream that i never thought would come through! (: the worst i guess is not able to eat what i really wanna eat! which is kind of a torture to me! anyway, i believe i will get use to the braces soon and start eating again!

you always have a way to make me happy ♥

worn out

2010-08-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

Feeling so worn out after working 2 consecutive week. 15 hours everyday! Never felt so tired before! Many work to be done over at Mount E. It's pretty stressful to work there at times, especially when your boss is a strict and high demanding one!

I dont wanna move anywhere! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Tiring week

2010-08-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

Had never felt so tired for a long time. I've started work at Mount Elizabeth last tuesday. Working for a cardio doctor isn't easy at all. ): Struggled with working day and night at 2 different clinic wasn't easy too. But still, a good experience gained after all. Now i just hope that Parkway Shenton will call me up soon for my interview! "cross fingers"!

caught "Salt" with the guys and Jess last friday (: was nice, many actions but i think the ending wasn't really good. Was reading up the review last night and realise there will be "Salt 2" but the lead actress will be changed. Oh well, we'll just see whether it really does come out (:
Oh ya, i caught inception the second time 2 weeks back with Jessalyn because she hasn't watch yet. And surprisingly i didn't slept through it. It was still as nice as the first (: Inception was really a good movie!

I'm so glad there is a long weekend for me to rest my body before the start of another ):

no money no honey!

2010-07-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

how not to be sensitive?! can anyone teach me how?! bahhhhh. anyway..

ITS THE THIRTEENTH 24! (:

It have been a very "poor" weekend for us. We were penny-less and had no idea where can we go ): but still caught a movie with the guys at the Cathay (: - Inception

It was a really good movie indeed. 3 layers down your dream. It's like "wow"! the plot and characters were really good. I dont mind catching it again. I heard it took a few years to plan and come out with the show. It's 2 thumbs up this film! ((: You guys should go catch it too!

hate fake eyelashes

2010-07-20T14:50:00.001+08:00

well done, i got loads of comments for these "beautiful" picture that i took. anyone here can realise what's wrong with it? i shall not elaborate. Makes me look like a noob that doesn't knows how to put fake eyelashes, i am anyway. damn! i shall think twice next time

( great, i've just said what was wrong with the picture -.-)

and the best thing is, i stupidly went to post it up on facebook. WELL DONE!

Photos! (:

2010-07-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

had a sudden urge of putting up photos (: and i think photobucket is really nice and user friendly and its way faster now! just got this few photos to blog and i managed to do a simple collage. (:

these are photos taken in the month of June'10 (: lovely pics! i love! feel like developing all the photos and keep it in an album for keepsake! but developing photos are not cheap these days! but now i know there's such a nice web tool to use! LOVELY! ♥

red birkiessss (:

2010-07-17T19:23:00.001+08:00

yeap. i've ordered another pair of birkenstocks! the red one that i wanted they other time! (: doesn't it just look so pretty!? (: cant wait to get my foot on it!

Finally i could sleep a little later today. Started work at 2pm. my sweet bf. sent me to work today (: that's because he wants to eat shilin mee sua! anyway, it was still sweet of him (: xoxo!

alright! back to work!

the cruel fats

2010-07-16T16:44:00.000+08:00

glad that wc is finally over, though pretty sad that holland wasn't able to clinch the title. Still, it was a great match played afterall (:
back from 3D2N genting too. i practically had nothing to do there. Shopping was only available in the day time. How i wish they have shops that opens till wee hours! i couldn't sneek into the casino this time. Probably i look younger now? :x anyway, i was the only one that wasn't of age, well done michelle! -.-

Well, back to work the very next day. And i'm down with cough, flu OMG! URTI basically. My dear boy got sick too. But glad that he is alright already (: i needa work like 4 days straight. i dont know my shift for next week yet! i hope i can get a day off on monday ):

Last warning to my face ah! Stop getting fatter each day lahhhh! damn! i really need to shed of fats from both my tummy and my face with immediate effect! but how can i resist food temptations! I always believe in my body, but now, it seems to be doing the opposite and fats are intruding. I really need to do something about it, FAST!

David-s

2010-07-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

Are all the soccer players that are named David are so HOT!
David Villa and David Beckham respectively. they both play well and look good! ((:

World Cup is a killer! It's so alluring to watch the matches even though it only starts at 2.30am! grrr!

World Cup Fever!

2010-06-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

the month of June is ending soon (: happy month indeed!
WorldCup is seriously killing me! i've been staying up till 4-5am ever since last week. Its really exciting when you get to bet and watch the match.

It's our one year already! That's how fast time can fly. A simple fare at a Korean Restaurent near Tanjong Pagar. First time having authentic korean food! and yes, FIFA aftermath! its really great when you can gather so many friends and watch soccer together, the atmosphere is great and what's best is both aaron and i enjoys watching the match, that's probably the good thing about it (:

only you get to understand me so well,
only you are able to make me laugh and cry at the same time,
only you can accept my flaws and still tell me in my face that you still love me so much,
only you will do things with me that many others wont,
only you will love me the way you do,
only you will make me love you till i would really like to say forever,
only you, Aaron Soo ♥

Tight schedules!

2010-06-04T02:47:00.000+08:00

Timing is getting shorter and my ideas are running out! and i stupidly took up the whole day slot the day before! how stupid can i get?!
Anyways, so many parties going on in June! Birthdays and celebrations every week. Sadly, i missed Aaron's aunt party at RWS last weekend due to work and also my baby nephew's full month.I also missed aaron's dad chilli crab today! ): well, Baby caeden's 1st year this saturday i will definitely be there! (: Follow up by boyf. birthday chalet and our lovely anniversary ♥
Eventful month indeed! i gotta work doubly hard next month to earn back my monetary loss!

i'm cant wait to fly myself, to see the world, to experience the travelling and most of all, to enjoy the shopping! WHEN WHEN WHEN??! )):

boyf. is playing psp and ignoring me! HEH!

AMK

2010-05-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

Am over at Shenton(AMK) now. I'm feeling super sleepy, my eyelids are forcefully opened. My wilfulness got me in such situation. Baaaa! My alarm went off without waking me up this morning and i was awaken by a great shoke from the ringing of my phone, IRONIC! Why didn't i heard my alarm in the first place!? zzz Cab down without even doing up my face, making me look to fugly and tired today!
And why? because i only slept at 430am last night and i was SUPPOSE to get up at 7.15am to get ready! irritating! and now i'm a like a piece of nua shitxzxzx

2 more weeks or rather one more week for me to prepare everything! OMG! think i could make it?

oolala

2010-05-18T16:02:00.000+08:00

my long awaited trip is finally arriving ((: genting with boyf!!! ♥

andddd 'm working at AMK now too and i love it there because there's so many things to do there during break time! can get anything and everything from there! LOVE IT!

i hate to plan things grrrrr!

Thanks

2010-04-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

i'm happy and grateful. there's so many words that i want to share but i guess photos speaks louder than words. (:
Thanks my friends (:

Sun, Sea and Sand

2010-04-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had a wonderful time at Sentosa with boyf. (: Settled ourself at Azzura, a bar at Siloso just beside Cafe del' ma. We strolled along Silosa for 20 min or so before settling there. It was a fabulous place (: Food and drinks there were nice, maybe because we went there just after the rain stopped, there wasn't much of a crowd (: and we had almost the whole place to our self. Swimming pool, jacuzzi, were all available, you just have to get yourself any drink and you'll get to use their facilities (: Everything was almost perfect, the sun after rain, the sea and the hot sand. Accompanied with pleasant music, tasty wine, and the most wonderful boyf ♥
We took a train there instead because Sentosa doesn't allow bikes to enter. And i finally got a shoulder to sleep on during the train ride back! (:

AMK fried prawn mee, Plaze Sing, XinWang, and pool with the guys thereafter (: And i had my first cup of Frolics! (: it was superb! i want moreeeeee!

I want Aaron to date me out againnnn (: AZZURA BABY? hahahahhaa

2010-04-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

"if you couldnt be an air stwardess, what would you do?"
This always strike me real hard. I always only think of this path that i'm going to walk, but no alternative. I realise that i always plan things without a plan B. Even though i have a good paying job now at my clinic, but its not even related to my field of studies. Wouldn't that be stupid? which means i've wasted my time and money on something that i wasn't even going to do in future. haixzxzxzxzxzxz. FML!

i want to go overseas too, places where i haven't been to (which is ALOT!). Places where its not as competitive as S'pore, places where you can relax, places where you wont even get bored of. Singapore is way too boring, There's nothing much we can do, esp without money.

POSITIVE!

2010-04-03T17:06:00.001+08:00

i realize that positive thinking is the essential to every day's life (: i'm emotional and pessimistic in nature, i always think far beyond the possibilities of something that it might not even occur. I want people around me to get the best of everything and there it goes, my mind will start stimulating nonsense. Sometimes i think i'm a psyco or something. HEH! i should put all these mindless thoughts into something that can be more productive.

so from now on... THINK POSITIVE MICHELLE ! (:

i miss my meow2!

boreddd

2010-03-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

caught "how to train your dragon" 3D with Aaron and friends (: it was the nicest cartoon ever i would say. The characters are extremely cute!

I'm so freaking bored now, as i'm alone in my clinic now, and guess what? there isn't any appointment at all today! which means, i'll be sitting in front of this computer until 5pm, ALONE! but the good thing is i still get paid, so i shouldnt grumble (:
Got the urge to do perm curls for my hair. I did a temp one the other day and i thought it wasn't that bad. hmmmm. how how how?!

cosmopolitan

2010-03-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

its considered my first day working there at the new aesthetic clinic (: it was a really different exposure compared to a GP. Lots of fun things for me to learn there. hope i'll get a free treatment or something in future! the very nice bf of mine fetched me to work today on my first day (: that's something sweet*

i have the strong urge to buy the new LG lollipop when i get my first pay from the new clinic! omg! well, what i'm contemplating about is whether to get that or an iphone, cos since aaron already has an iphone, DILEMMA! style or substance?
IT fair is coming up, i wanna get a hard-disk, MP3 if possible, my LG Lollipop/iphone. I sound like some rich kid eh? how i wish i was one! NOTTTTTTTTT!

examszxzxzxzxx

2010-02-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

the uploading tool is getting on my nerves. so i'll give up loading the pictures today.

It's exam period now and i've already got 2 papers down! one more left on friday. (: been having late nights study either at Aaron's or mcd. and the late nights are killing me! its either 5am or 6am bed time for the past 4 days. i need to suffer for another 2 more nights and wallaaaaaaa! (:

This year's valentine was special, it collided with the first day of CNY. not musch of a celebration though but, i guess my biggest present from him was him coming over to my grandma's place. he was the first and very hopefully, the last (: (aren't you thinking that way too? hahahah)
Its the 24th today and that spells the 8th month! i know i'm always giving you a headache but you have been such a dear to always give in and make me happy, i promise to curb my nonsense alrights? (: you curb yours too! i'll still love you baby and its as much as you do! no less but definitely more (: LOVEEEEEEEE!

after so long

2010-02-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

i want to be a rich ass!

oh no! i always have lots of things that i thought of blogging but when i sit in front of the computer, my mind just goes BLANK! bahhhhh!

CNY is coming! (:

♥

2010-01-08T17:48:00.001+08:00

My first post of the year! (: 2010 has finally arrived!

Reflecting back, i really did accomplished my utmost resolution last year - to do extraordinary things and meet many new people in my life. And yes, i really did it! Some regrets here and there. But the biggest thing that i've accomplished, was to have met AARON SOO! (: and for 2010:

I hope it will be a year of fun, laughter and wackiness! no more tears, hates, and fights!
I hope to quickly get my diploma and move on to my next route of life.
I hope to turn my study room into my own cosy room!
I hope i can lead a better life in 2010.
I hope things will be the same as now or better
I hope to get rid of that irritable tummy within 3 months time!
I hope can travel with baby before he goes NS.
and i'll love Aaron Soo like nothing else in the world i swear!

seriously there are many more. resolutions are never ending. Well, my utmost resolution for 2010 is - to lead a better life than in 2009!
and 1 more little winny one: i want an iPhone! hahahahah! E71 is okay for me too? :x

Have a wonderful 2010 people!

counting down.

2009-12-05T14:54:00.001+08:00

attachment ended a week ago (: and i'm leaving for macau in 2 days time. less than 48 hours to be exact.
time passes especially slow when things aren't going the way you want it to be. Sometimes i really hate myself for thinking so much and evaluating something even before it happens. DARN!

had a simple celebration with pei and we never fail to always speak about the old times. There was such a big twist in 2009. Who would have expected? i really hope 2010 will be a start of a good year. I hope every bad thing that happen this year will turn into something good in the coming year. (:

looking forward to 2010!

a happy kid (:

2009-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

was a happy kid last weekend (:
went to watch 2012 with Aaron and his friends at AMK hub. Caught the 120am slot because there wasn't any seats left for the earlier timing. So went to slack and eat at the vicinity (:
on saturday i went dating with my darling boy! went liang court to have jap food, thereafter we had this super-uber-ultimately-heavenly-delicious crepe. The crepe was wrapped up with the sweetest banana, the softest brownie, the tastiest choco fudge and lastly with the nicest chocolate gelato! doesn't it sound delicious already? it was freaking good i swear! I'm so going there again next week!

2 more weeks before Macau! (: i'm so excited! i've already thought of the list of things to buy already!

2009-11-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

michelle will revive her blog soon (:
4 more weeks of attachment and i'm done! and i got a goodie good boss now! ((:

lovely weekend!

2009-10-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

i spent a lovely weekend this week with Aaron (:
1. Marina Barrage with baby and his friends at 2am!
2. Bike washing with baby and kenny under the block.
3. Went for Erisa's birthday at baby's aunts place.
4. Caught "Fame" with baby and his cousins.
5. Went to get drunk gerald home from clarke quay.

how nice to hold you tight and race against the wind. (:

7 to go!

2009-10-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'm almost half way through SIP. i still have 7 weeks left! i dont know whether can i still survive well there.

Its been awhile since i touched my com. And there are many photos still not uploaded. I'll do it when i'm FREE. (:
Went to watch F1 this year with Aaron and his cousin, we got to sit at the grandstand but was at the padang side, so it wasn't that good afterall. But it was a EARopener for me, the sound of the engine was ohmygoodnessly LOUD! And i finally got to go St James on a Saturday night. It was awesome! St James wasn't so bad afterall esp with the special company that night (:
Went on a random club date with ger and pei too. sorry girls, i'll upload the photos soon. (:

Alrights, i just stumbled across my blog and realized it hasn't been updated for long, shall resume updating another time. Sleeping time is too precious for me now. Ciaos people.

surprises that were never expected are always fantastic (:

saturday night

2009-09-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

bored, cold, hungry, tired. sounds damn pathetic.i have the urge of calling someone out for a drink but i dont know who at this wee hours. how can michelle be so bored on a Saturday night man!?
'm so excited for this coming wednesday! we can just be like those office girls that we always see, that goes clubs to chill and relax. its a date babe! (: its been a long time since i step into clarke quay too.

2 weeks of attachment's down, 9 more to go. The train squeezing in the morning really sucks. if i get a sit one day, i'll definitely go buy lottery or something man. Work at office is bored too.i always look forward to 3 timings, - lunch time, tea break, and of cos END WORK!. the rest of the time i'll just stone there and wait for time to pass. i hope 9 weeks will pass as fast man!

i want to grow up fast, but i dont want to age.
dream on bitch!

movies dates!

2009-09-17T15:12:00.001+08:00

caught 2 movies recently - "Time Traveler's Wife" with tino and darren & "9" with aaron and jeslyn. (: these 2 movies was great (: especially the time traveler's wife. despite not finishing the book, i went to catch the movies first because it was too tempting! and it was great, the movie even moved me to tears! go catch it ppl. (:

your words are enough to appease me (:

End of first week!

2009-09-12T11:20:00.001+08:00

yes! first week of attachment has ended with just working for 3 days (: time passes pretty fast there. All i got to do there was call and call and CALL! with the exception of doing some admin paper work before lunch time. other than that, i'll just sit infront of the desk and start calling super random people.

The thing that i really like about working in that place is, there are a wide range of food that i can choose during lunch time, because plaza sing is just 1 road away and park mall is just beside my building. fast food, restaurant, food court, you name it, they got it! (: and its just a 10-15 mins train ride away from my baby and my clinic!

Had dinner ytd night with Aaron and his family at this super exquisite Japanese restaurant at Goodwood Park Hotel - Shima Restaurant. It was his parent's 20th Wedding Anniversary (: It was my first time having such a high-end Jap meal and the environment there was so Japan! The prices were totally OMG!. Aaron, warren and i totally didn't even want to touch the menu! But the food there was really fantastic, fresh and superdeliciousss! If i ever strike rich one day i'll definitely bring my mum there for a meal (:

the most wonderful thing of the night is,
when i can finally get to cuddle in your arms
and sleep through the night.

Attachment!

2009-09-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

my internship starts tmr. And i'm being attached to Prudential. I dont know is it a good thing or bad thing. Office will be at Dhoby Ghuat. Gonna start squeezing in MRTs in the morning. But fortunately it will be easy for me to travel to serangoon (:

finally got to meet up with peipei and xueying. had dinner at subway and some catching up session (: Realised many changes had happen to them too. We seem to have grow up in many ways. It really seems like some OL finishing work and catching up with each other's office politics and stuffs like that. It was a nice catch up session indeed.
Times like this makes me think about how we used to do all these habitually. Though i miss such old times, but time certainly changes one thinking and behaviour. Although i know past events are never easily forgetten, but i'm still glad that our friendship can still stay on. (:

i'm missing you badly.

Alexandra Ikea!

2009-09-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

Photos of ikea dinner with the boys (:

I didnt know blogger has a new photo uploader! I think it was updated long ago. But its more user friendly (:

i want to do a wardrobe change!

Weekends!

2009-09-01T01:43:00.008+08:00

Caught 2 movies during the weekend - The Last House on the Left & Final Destination 4 3D. (: both are M18 movies, and both are super gory. i wonder why so many gore movies are on the box office this month? Anyway, had super fun weekends with tino & darren. and of cos aaron. i spent my entire weekend at his place. (:

i had several snakes encounter for the past 2 days. I was actually sitting like less than 1m away from a snake. YES! a LIVE SNAKE at fort canning park! i totally freaked out. Not only that, even final destination has snakes in it AND channel 5 was airing "snakes on the plane" on Sunday. damn freaky.

Monday - 310809

went for a swim with ger this afternoon. (: it has been a long time. yes, the one that will always do nonsense stuffs with me. LOL! chatted and it feels really great once again. This will be a new change i guess? (:

went Alexandra's Ikea this evening with tino and darren. it has been years since i last went there! pictures taken, will be uploaded next time. and i was cheated into taking bus 33 which took me 1 hour to reach bedok and 20 mins more to reach tamp - a total of 1 hour 20 mins, where i could have took train from queenstown all the way back to tamp which probably, the most, takes me around 45 mins. thanks tinotan (:

i'm loving every moment spent with my baby! (:

last but not least, Monday 730pm, Tamp! ((:

2009-08-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

i felt shocked, happy, thrilled, elated .. i dont know, it was all positive feeling all mixed up together when my phone rang and her name appeared. It was edges, months, since the last one.

Your voice made me tear i swear. it has been awhile since i hear that very familiar voice that i've been hearing for the past 5-6 years ever since sec 1. the voice that accompanied me through many ordeals, the voice that i've missed for a long while.

no matter what, to me, you'll always be that pei pei, that sister, that best friend, that gone through so much with me.

i miss you chua pei pei! (: and i still love you!

meet up sooon yeah (:

DONE!

2009-08-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

finally done with my 4 papers! time to enjoy awhile before attachment!
but when finally i'm done, tino's having his exams and baby's having his attachment ): very well done. i'm now stuck at home thinking of where should i head to in the evening.

2 down 2 to go!

2009-08-24T13:35:00.006+08:00

Shots! (:
(biggest one for Junior)

went Junior's Birthday on friday at Dbl O (: nice music. fantastic alcohol. terrific night! best thing is, i got to stay over at baby's place.

2 paper down, 2 more to go. YES! this is gonna take real quick i guess (: been mugging like a mugger since saturday. and yes, i haven even touch tmr's subject. Because i was too engrossed in doing my tax ( today's paper). i'm gonna get some sleep now before starting hell again tonight.

i'm missing my baby laaaaa! ):

2nd (:

my new RED baby (:

2009-08-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

YEAP! (: i got my new RED CANON IXUS 100! (: its a compact, sleek and beautiful design AND, its 12.1MP! And the red is ravishing! totally hot!
too bad i couldn't source any picture of my camera. you guys can check it out at canon's web (:

Its the study week! and exam officially begins tomorrow. i've covered everything but as usual nothing seems to be processing in my mind. Studied over at baby's place for the past few nights. and he already completed all his papers! DAMN! well, its time for you to enjoy baby! (: and as for me, i need to bury my head with books for the next 5 days! well done!

the times we start encouraging,
the times we start lazing,
the times we start cuddling,
the times we start giving each other massages,
the times you start doing pedicure for me,
its the time where i fall for you even more.
i love you baby! (:

and Michelle is probably flying to MACAU! hohohoho!

Happy 44th S'pore!

2009-08-10T18:08:00.001+08:00

had been working non-stop since last thurs. where everyone is enjoying their long weekends. i had to work like shit. i feel that my energy had all drained out and i didn't had time to start my revision at all. That's damn bad.

Schools already reopening tmr and i dont even have sufficient sleep during this long weekends. Clinic have been awfully packed with nonsensical patients. Its already tiring to work for such long hours, but it gets even more tired dealing with them.
I really need a swim badly. i thought i could do it today but plan was cancelled and i wasn't too happy about it. i shall do it on wednesday when i finally get my off day.

It all seems that everyone now have a different lifestyle. at times i really do miss the old times. Glad that you guys are all happy with your life now (:

i'm helplessly helpless

revive!

2009-08-06T23:03:00.005+08:00

I'm finally able to blog. I couldnt get access to my blogger few days back.
Well, it had been a month or so since i last blog (: and within that month, i got my new phone! finally! i got Preston! but i bought black instead. it seems more classy, white phones have too high maintenance.

Henessy Artistry @ Dbl O

attended 2 events at dbl o for FREE! (: all thanks to junior. photos will be updated when i get them! Its was free flow of drinks (: and it was enough to get us high!
Exams coming in 2 weeks time, and SIP will start soon too. I need twice the effort to do well in my main exam this semester. So shall stop all leisure time for now. Or else, consequences will not be pretty.
my TP is nearing, and i'm feeling so excited! i need to pass for the first time! learning driving is really disallowing me from spending more on other stuffs. but i'm deem on getting my licence! i know all this will be worth the money when i finally get my licence! (:

alrights. fulls stop for today!
i just want more time with my dearie ):

i love you man! (:

2009-07-06T14:42:00.003+08:00

this was a fabulous show i should say. it has been awhile since a had a good laugh in the cinema. even aaron was "amazed" by my laughter. the whole plot was great and it was kind of a gay show man.
Anyway, i satisfied my craving for jap food on saturday! all thanks to aaron (: i had sushi-tei like finally. and next up, my craving for steamboat has to be satisfied. but someone is complaining that i'm FAT! ): bahhh~ it made me so conscious. i almost had the urge to go swimming alone just now, but the weather didnt permit me to do so. so plan cancel (:
gonna plan for a sentosa trip this week! i need to get my body tanned. it has been awhile since i done that.

swinnnneeeee

2009-06-27T18:38:00.002+08:00

swine flu is getting more influential. though no one in Singapore has died from it yet, many people has been infected by it already. OMG! all school has been given one more week of holidays, WHY NOT TP?! I'm seriously so not into my work this semester i dont know why. but i know i cant give up just yet. oh god, please help me! this cant go on.

i've decided to put my heart into it, i hope it wont be a disappointment ((:
and oh ya, i cant wait for coffee session with the babes!

enough?

2009-06-18T12:38:00.002+08:00

was out to tino's family chalet for the past 2 days (: cute family he has, and his mum's hainan chicken rice chilli is superb! my tummy's growling already
it was a nice 2 days of letting go (: finally, for me, or rather us, to get away from other stuffs. it seems that i'm avoiding but to me, i'm just moving on. though its a get away, but the staffs at the chalet really pissed us off, never EVER go to east coast chalet! but anyway, we left a beautiful present for them (:

school is reopening next week. i have ironic thinkings now - i hope school starts faster so that i can catch up on my work, but on the other hand, i hope swine flu spreads even more, so schools will extend our holidays (: yeah i know, super ironic eh?
driving test is getting nearer! and i have a sudden urge to go get my bike licence after that! cos i realize riding a bike is so much fun and fast. i know its dangerous, but its fun (: i like.

going swimming later on! (:

deprived of sleep!

2009-06-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

yessa! 4 days of expo motherhood fair is finally over. (: and holidays are finally here again! 6 weeks of school has ended in a flash. and i seriously think that i know nothing about what i've learnt this semester! this is totally outrageous i know, i hope i can be lucky enough to pass all my subs (:
another weekend gonna be burnt. and its gonna be another 4 days. this time i hope there will be tons of people, for me to hit my target. ((:

i feel that i dont get much sleep this few days. i need to replenish it soon. before my face get worse! Bella's facial that day with pei made me so tempted to do regular facial. (: but i cant just splurge money like that. i shall just do it myself at home.
Driving today was great. it has been a long time since i drove. Uncle was nice enough to allow me to drive from ubi to hougang and back to ubi. awesome! i'm so motivated to get my license on my first attempt! ((:

many things in mind:
i want to go shopping!
i want to get bag
i want to get a wardrobe change
i want to get more heels!
i want to get money for my driving!
i want to go Cafe del'ma!
i want to get my mp3!
i want to leave s'pore for somewhere far~

i have so many more other things i want to get. but its not within my means. damn it.

its been a long time!

2009-05-29T00:58:00.002+08:00

hello peeps! (:
alrights, i seem to be MIA for a long time. i thought so too myself. so, here i am (: wanted to blog with photos, but i haven get any yet from Mr TinoTan. so i'll probably blog those picts in the near future.
have been doing lots of stuffs lately. nth much to mention though. midsem's is 4 days away only. god! how can time pass so quickly! 6 weeks of school is gone, and michelle is still having the mood of week 1 =/ very well done. anyways, holidays are coming and its time to earn some extra cash! (: motherhood fair up again on the 4-7th June, IT fair 11-14th June! i'm packed on both weekends! 'm happy in a way cos money is gonna roll in (:

and my TP is finally booked! - 28th August! omg! its like 2 months away only! i'm freaking excited. i really really pray hard that i can pass on my first attempt. (: haleylooya to me!

okays, i'll try to bring my mood to blog more often (:
this post is specially blogged up for MISS SHERINE NG XUE YING!
see ya soon babes!

2009-05-23T19:34:00.001+08:00

i will revive my blog sooon!

MEE KIA!

its not me at all

2009-05-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

i've never ever felt so depressed in my life before. i need to pull myself back, but i dont know how long will it take

not to see, not to hear, not to listen, not to care, not to bother, not to find out, not to think
is it possible?

hactic work

2009-05-06T23:34:00.004+08:00

i love weds, because its the last working day for the week. but the routine will continue on sunday. recently, the thought of working makes me so tired. Patients now are also exceptionally more, its probably due to the swine flu, just some minor cough or running nose, they'll just come running into the clinic and looks as if they are dying. And i hate it when the patients does unreasonable arguments with me. Singaporeans are really one of a kind.
working so hard for the sake of money, but once money lands onto my hand, it just vanishes into thin air in just a flash. Money nowadays are spent unknowingly. Why must money be an issue for me? how i wish i can stop work now and just concentrate on my studies.... DREAM ON MICHELLE!

alrights. i'm so looking forward to weekends. though no plans are made yet, it still excites me a lil (: anyway, going to bury my head now with my tutorials now!

MEE KIA!

wish i was still a kiddo

2009-05-03T23:41:00.005+08:00

proudly present to you my lovable new love (:

TADA!

isn't he so adorable? i couldnt get my eyes of him during the show.
Oh, there was this fashion show during the expo sales and we were suppose to scout for 4-5 year old kids, and i found him! he caught my eyes at the very first moment when i saw him! and he's damn x123456 cute!
alright, i sound like some peadophile. but he's really one cute boy (: there's others too that caught my attention, but definitely not as cute as my little Jun Xiang!

This little girl was super vain!

one 4yrs, one 6yrs (:

but he's still my favourite! (:

and you guys are definitely the best! (:
p.s. no pei

all we did there for 4 days was slacking, eating, slacking, and MORE EATING! we even have time to play silly games. damn! there's another baby fair in June, and i can say, we will never have such luxury again. ):
weekends are gone just like tat. got burnt out this week due to work. but its alright, it was spent with xy, pei and shenny, or rather, miss chiquillo! hah! so, it was ideally a nice weekend to catch up lots of things with miss reanne LAH pei pei (:

back to school tmr. got driving at 10, so Tax lecture gotta be skipped! (:

MEE KIA!

awfully sinful

2009-05-01T01:19:00.003+08:00

1st day of the 4 days torture is over. Time there was definitely slow today. but it was the best event i've ever done as i was sort of payed to slack for 10hours today? there wasnt the usual crazy crowd today and we girls just sat there and chat for almost the full 10 hours. How nice was that? (: and why sinful? Orange Julius for breakfast, lots of junk food during work, and had supper at simpang with shenny, xy and fabian. i will not shock u guys with what we ordered, but i can say, we went out of simpang with a happy tummy (:
i still got 3 more days there. but i believe xy will entertain me regardlessly. (:

Tino, Nicholas! call me out next week! HOHO!
alrights, i'm off to downloading my songs. its such a tough process gosh! i hate doing computer stuffs. =/

a day of caffeine and sweat ?

2009-04-28T17:54:00.004+08:00

why the association of caffeine and sweat? oh well, i had a day in coffeebean with xy and had my weekly running at night (:
had a nice net surfing session at coffeebean with the companion of xueying, my new white friend and mocha ice-blended. (: its a nice way to chill out. now i understand why all those people will hog on to those seats with their lappy for so long.
and yes! its still according to plan. I had my running just now again, consecutively for 2 weeks already and i can feel improvement, no much, but still i improved (: the after-run feeling today is so much different from last week. i felt satisfying instead of tiring! that's good right? SHAPE RUN 09, i'm coming!

alrights, slipping in to the 2nd week of the semester. School is relatively fine. Except that i have to wear business attire to school every tuesday, which means.. i need to go shopping! i hope i can do some shopping next week after the baby fair (: and right, i'm going to get extra cash this month, but with a price to pay - to get tortured for 4 days! alright, i shall not see it as torturing, seeing those cute little kids do cheer up my day a 'lil (:

sometimes, issues overly expressed may seem offensive.
oh well, JUST ENJOY! (:

a brand new sem

2009-04-21T16:29:00.002+08:00

its the start of a brand new year and semester (: i cant believe i'm actually in my senior year already, which means, we're the oldest ones in school now!
To kick start our semester, i had 5 hours of lectures yesterday. very well done! fortunately it was all in different lect halls. or else my butt would have been in a very bad state. I've yet to meet my new classmates, i hope they are nice people. Anyway, i hope everything goes well this sem! I'm hoping to pull my GPA up, at least to enable me to get into SMU (:

I'm starting to do regular exercise too! though i only started ytd, i hope i can sustain. Dont be surprised, but yeah, i went night running with Kj ytd. Running at night was a totaly different experience, but one things the same is, the running process is a killer! but i hope i'll slowly turn that killer into something i like (:
Kassy girl is leaving for mynmar tml. Though we didnt meet up for some time, but it's still kinda saddening to see you go there for 2 months? no more maggie goreng at night with kassy ): take care over there ya! (:

things are simpler in a way

HAPPY 19TH CHAN (:

2009-04-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

my virgin trip to St James (:

Just celebrated chan 19th on wed at clarke quay (: last night of partying before going back to reality. it was definitely far most the greatest clubbing night out, the music and dancefloor seems to belong to us only. (:

alrights. school is reopening in 2 days time. fun time always passes exceptionally fast.
Gotten my timetable already. i'm satisfied with it except for the 3-5pm tutorial on fridays -.- that really ruin the whole perfect timetable! still thinking whether or not to drop an elective. oh oh, i was also called up for OSIP interview this wed! this was totally unexpected! I thought my chances were as low as zero. well, pure luck, i'll see how the interview goes than (:

i'm still struggling. the changed you've made is no far better than me.
I feel like someone who have just been thrown down from Mt Everest.

2009-04-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

long outdated pictures. didnt had time to blog, or rather, i didnt had the mood to blog.
working takes up 3/4 of my time. but i still do leave out some time to have fun (: like going ladies night with the girls last week. the most sober night ever! i can even count the number of cups i've drank!
went K with Eunice and co. last week too. it was great and fun! (:

went St james and Zouk this week with hazel and 3 other friends (: i made new friends! and they are nice people. St james have nice drinks, and my new favourite - Cranberry vodka. But the songs there doesn't suit me. Zouk music is nice, but the place is too crowded, kinda turned of at times. so hazel and i concluded that Rebel is still THE nicest place (:

bus journeys home this few times felt exceptionally long. it really seems forever. always when i look at my watch, time just passed a few mins but i felt that i have sat on that seat for edges. Many thoughts have been running through my mind lately, be it the past, present or future. Neither do i know what to do nor who to talk to. But i find my life rather simple now, though its not extravagent, i just find it nice.
Something hard strucked me when i'm realised that i've got nothing to do today, and i swear it wasn't good, at all.

i just hope for a miracle to happen,
for at least once in my life

2009-03-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

eventful week i've spent,only now i had the mood to blog (:
back from genting on saturday. It was a great trip! dread coming back to Singapore. the weather there was nice great! and best of all, i get to shop till i drop! i even had a photoshoot there! nice trip indeed. but the next time i go genting, will probably be 2 years later when i turn 21! so i can join my families in the casino! (:

went back to work the very next day all the way till yesterday. was dead tired. i dont know why so many people are falling sick recently, causing my clinic to be filled with 10 over people all the time.
went night cycling yesterday night with my classmates (: it was fun. talking about all we can about A&F and stuffs. LOL! only after we're seperating classes than we became closer. that's so wasted. but its okay. we can meet up anytime yeah? (: rode all the way from bedok to east coast and back to bedok. and i was so tired that i slept till 4pm today! yes, 4PM! i'm now all charge up! =p
gonna meet up with the billas later on for kassy's farewell dinner! it has been awhile since i see all of them. (:

expect the unexpected,
i want more in life (:

2009-03-16T01:22:00.004+08:00

its has been 9 years (:

yeap. i had a nice week with my lovelies again. (: Ladies Night on Wed, Charles and Keith warehouse sales and IT fair with ger, gambling session and out with my cousin on sat. its no doubt that i'm happy with my life now. though work sometimes can kill me, i got nice colleagues and doctors to make my day (:

i thought the air was cleared, but i didnt know it created a bigger gap. from the looks of it, i believe its not as simple as i thought. i've said and explained everything. believe it or not i dont know. no one told me anything, but i believe many things were mentioned, and of cos not to my advantage. still, i'm glad you confronted me and brought the issue to light.
i dont feel you around anymore, i dont understand you like i do last time anymore, i dont even see you anymore. is that how we solve a problem? than how long does it take this time? i dont usually do this, but i really need to get it of my chest. Its because of work that has made me not think so much of all these, but this has been way too long and if this goes on, i dont know what will happen down the road. I personally feel that many things have changed, not only the surronding factor but also the human factor, literally.
Sometimes, if things are treated a little less harsh, you'll feel that everything is simple and less competitive. it applies to everything, be it in school, work or life. But, that's how i view things, i dont expect people to do it all the same (: just like - someone who always goes clubbing doesnt means she/he is bad. Its just a way to release and have fun with your friends (:
i'm surprised that i'm doing this, cos i dont usually do this here. but well, sometimes blogger can be your good friend (:

P.S BABES! please let me see you guys before i head up hill (: and i know the one who will miss me most will miss me! =x you know who you are luh! ^^

dont let the simplest things tangle up your life
enjoy your privileges (:

2009-03-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

and yes, i did spent my last weekend wisely. i even bumped into Zhi Wen at PS. he was having his dance competition (: caught PUSH with cousin. relatively nice show, the exciting part was all towards the back. went prata with lovelies on sunday night? yeah, and it was great!
work in clinic was hactic. i dont understand why so many people is falling sick recently. recession didn't hit my doc at all i'm sure. patients are so hard to handle too. i really hate those patient who scolds you like nobody's business in front of the counter and start being some sweet shit when they step into the doc's room. but anyway, i'll just turn a deaf ear to them. its pointless fighting back. still, its nice to work in a clinic (:

results are out! i'm glad i'm not having any supp! (: but my results are undesirable though it was kind of expected but still, i just scrap through another sem. i really really hope i'll do well next sem. (: i promise! for now, ITS PARTY TIME! cafe del'ma this sat anyone? (:

its time to party tonight girls! (:

2009-03-05T16:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19th HAZEL DEAR! (:
oh gosh. we took this picture like 1-2 years ago? hahahah! a pity we didnt take any ytd. ):
Hope you had a wonderful birthday with ME! last night. It was the craziest thing i've ever done too. LOL! Its been nice talking to you too. You're really one good friend i found in TP! (: shall meet up sooon yeah babe?

I realised i haven stopped working since exams ended. i thought i wanted to enjoy? o.O so ironic. but i'll finally get my day off tml and saturday! (: i'm gonna fully utilise it before working my ass off next week. And my doc agreed to hire me to do internship at the clinic if i cant find one. Well, it beats going to tuas or working in Macs right? Maybe i should consider getting a cert for pharmicist. so if the economy doesnt recover (which i tink it wont?) when i graduate, i wont be jobless? hahahah! its just a thought. I'll come to that when the time comes.
And and and! i passed my FTT! my suzuki swift is getting nearer~ (: i'm getting to feel real excited for driving. i'm finally gonna get my hands on the steering wheel! and these made me had more topics to communicate with my dad, its been the longest conversation between us ever since i dont when during dinner last night. (:

i was a good girl last night!~ :D

2009-03-02T00:52:00.005+08:00

yes yes yes!!! exams are over! its the moment i've yearn for since i dont know when. this feeling is greeeeaat! (:
right after the last paper, went to meet my lovelies for movies - Benjamin buttons. It was a fabulous show, though its 3 hours long, it was nice! you guys can never imagine how crazy we can get. Even SBS bus can be a place for cam-whoring for us! LOL! it was ultimate crazy with those bitches man. and i looove it totally! mahjong session at kassy's house aftermath. It had been a long time since i touched those tiles (:

3 days baby fair was tiring! i cant deny that we're getting older. we complained much more than the aunties there! OMG! i neeeed a full body massage right now man! i'm so glad 3 days just passed in a flash. but i dont deny i got to see many pretty mums & dads and cute little rascals! i'm kinda looking forward to seeing the girls here having our own kids in 10 years down the road! that will be pretty interesting~!

i've been missing D.

2009-02-16T11:32:00.003+08:00

alrights. its the start of study week! and i dont seem to feel the sense of urgency of studying for exams yet, tht's real bad. but fortunately my friends do, they really pressurized me to study man! LOL!
My first paper starts today - OTCM. It was relatively do-able. (: i hope i can acheive better grades for CDS this term.

Though its my single Valentine this year, i didnt miss out any actions. but still, i was kind of sad cos i received no gift, but i'm glad i got company (: i thought i would spent my day at home but who knows? i went on a threesome date with my aunt and cousin! Went all the way to AMK to find my aunt and guess wat? we went PRAWNING! it was fun! its all about patients man~ LOL! we caught 20 over prawns! and the kind uncle there gave us 2 more packets to BBQ. The best thing of the night is, my dad atually agreed to come all the way to AMK to fetch me back at like 4am in the morning! OMG! i'm really starting to love my dad even more (:

and yeap! i'm going to start my studying like right now (: i hope i wont get hook onto my friend's lappy. all the best to all taking MAIN EXAMS! its just 1 week away to enjoyment!

hold back when you're suppose to

2009-02-13T13:32:00.002+08:00

i'm having this rushing feeling, when can it calm down to a peaceful ocean?

its the last day of the sem! (: having mixed feelings. sad that i wont be seeing eunice so often! ): happy cos holidays are nearing! which means i have to gear up for my exams and pull up my socks to the top! no more slacking just for next week okays michelle? (: you can do whatever you want after the 26th!
BBQ later! It seem a long time since i met the girls (:
this is the last day of enjoyment before i start mugging for exams! so i shall ENJOY!

valentines' a day to celebrate with your loves one,
that includes those who brought you into this world (:
have a sweet Valentine people!

2009-02-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks and i'm done for the sem! (: i cant wait. i'm literally forcing myself on books now. my studying hours are limited to an hour or so only. after that my mind will be drifted somewhere else. HEH! i definitely have to do my revision outside!
i'm probably one crazy shit, i'm having serious problems now with all my subs, yet i'm still gonna work my usual shift plus some extras during study week and exam week. someone please remind me that i'm still a minor. this is insane man! ahahh! well, i cant say no to money =x

having a consideration now: whether or not to got for OSIP. its the financial reason that's stopping me. i gotta fork out a certain sum of money for it. Its really attractive cos i can choose the country that i want to be attached to like Australia and Ireland. i'm rather amazed as i didnt know that i could choose my country of attachment. but mum seems to be objecting to it due to the disasters and stuffs happening overseas. so i'm really in a dilemma. shall try applying for it and see how it goes (: going to Australia sounds so fun!

i somehow found my direction, but i still need guidence
anyone?

2009-02-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

i'm getting less motivated to go to school these days. i'm practically dragging myself to school and i see it as an obligation. that's bad right ? LOL. i'm glad i have nice friends in class as my motivation. anyway, another 3 weeks of books and BYE BYE! (:
this weekend is packed with exciting activities again! with all my lovelies! (: you guys are soo great! so, its isn't so bad being single afterall? LOL.

i'm suddenly aimless in life. though i have goals but i tink they are somehow getting less practical if you see my situation now. i know what i want in the future, but the next question is, can i achieve it? i need to continue my studies if i want to pursue wat i want, but my interest for studying is getting lesser, or should i say if the subject doesn't interest me, i really have no mood for it. that's bad enough i guess. HEH! how to go U like tat. i hope my perception changes soon. i dont wanna be stuck as a clinic assistant forever though it pays well! =xx
i'm gonna force myself from now onwards to work hard! no more slacking like nobody's business man! its just 3 more weeks! YESSSSAAA!!! (: MICHY CAN DO IT!!

alcohol is my new best friend (:

2009-01-29T23:26:00.005+08:00

look at the difference when we are sober and
when we're not =x

Happy Birthday girl! (:

the perfect shot(:

*pictures aren't in order.

nights out with lovelies! (:
clubbing was oh-so-fun! though zouk disappointed us with stupid unreasonable bouncers, we still had FUN! get to go in after many attempt =x had fun with yixiang's co. of friends (: though they got in so fast because of US! heh!
anyway. clubbing experience #2 makes me wanna go there AGAIN! (: and i realize that after alcohol takes over me, i turn very vulgar! right xueying? =x

and of cos, wishing my friend of 9 years and going, a very

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NG XUE YING!! (:
hope you'll have a lovely day with your love!

that's all for today (: after a week of fun, its back to harsh and terrible reality, STUDYING! =/ its alright! i have to suffer for another 3 more weeks only! hohohoho!

2009-01-25T16:10:00.003+08:00

a chapter closed and its time to start a new one (:
definitely with a more exciting journey ahead
regrets are certainly there, but without regrets, you wont grow
some say it's wrong to put it down,
some gave me their encouragement (:
i appreciate all comments and words of wisdom.
for once, i want to choose it myself
so... 3 cheers to my new journey ahead!!!

secondly, HAPPY CNY TO ALL!
its finally the time of the year! to get many many angbao! but its really a bad week before cny. i was piled up with many proj submissions, presentation and tests. but the feeling when its over is shhiiiiiiook! (: another long weekend to enjoy before being thrown back to reality ):
alrights, i shall update more after this long weekend (: my time have to be passed to my folks at home now. i'm so loving my mummy and daddy!~

someone once told me,
the best place to fall back is your home
and it really make hell lots of sense (:

2009-01-02T02:29:00.002+08:00

LET'S WELCOME 2009!~

okays, i think i'm a few hours late, but still... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (:
had a wonderful countdown with my friends and darling! the fireworks this year is extravagant! its so worth it to squeeze just to see this beautiful sight (:
One year has just pass yet again. its getting faster as the years go by! Lets ward of bad stuffs and welcome goodie stuffs into our life. Every year will be a better year! (:

I have a long list of new year resolution, but it all comes to 1 sentence:
I WANNA ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!
i want to mark great significance in my life, doing extraordinary thing to make my life more meaningful (: its my goal this year. i hope i can work towards it =x like pei, i hope new people will step into my life and show me that life can be more wonderful than this (:

but for now, i'll have to burn lots of midnight oil cos its proj submission week ): anyways! have a happy new year people out there! Cherish all your loves ones! ~ and ENJOY LIFE!

love is in the air baby~

18th rewind (:

2008-12-27T00:54:00.010+08:00

my greatest helping hand (:
No doubts darling!

Thanks to all *muacksss*

they were trying hard to learn the song (:

oops* =x

you guys are the BEST! (:
love you all!~ <3.

there's still others but it will take me ages to upload them all =x hahahs. i cant believe i actually took out the time to upload =xx wahhahas.

Christmas over (:
2009 is here!!~ i'm so happy cos baby can book out for 4 days again! (: where shall countdown be this year? i want a HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

all i want is you~ <3.>
love you sweets!

Day 8

2008-12-21T02:34:00.004+08:00

have been working 9-5 at a clinic at concourse. It feels work to work in a different clinic, but the staffs there are nice (: and the pay is damn nice!
i've finally booked my BTT last week with chan (: it'll be on the 22nd of Jan! yahoo~ cant wait! LOL. i wanna get my license before baby's ORD! that will still be like another 1 year plus? haha. i've been busy working this sch holiday. i've got proj undone too. OMG! submission dateline is like on the 1st and 2nd week of the next term. DAMN! and i've got only one more week of holidays left. Holidays are never sufficient for me! its the worst holidays i've ever had i should say, many proj submission due so early, working my guts out, baby's not ard with me ): but fortunately i have my beautiful darlings to acc me (: many thanks to you guys.

Time for bed! i've got WORK tml ):

today is the 8th day without my baby beside me ):
i can see you in another 3 more days though!!
you'll nv know how much i've missed you dear.
i love you sweets. <3.

2008-12-13T02:33:00.003+08:00

Its only Day One.
Can someone tell me why do i miss you so much already?
Its really torturing.
But i know i can do it!
Cos i know you'll miss me too (:
I love you, baby!~

2008-12-09T01:42:00.002+08:00

i've finally turned 18! (: and the first thing i'm going to do after exams will be rushing to the driving center to book my BTT!
God treated me very good on my BBQ day. It only rain for awhile and the rest of the night was perfect~! THANK GOD! (: i shall upload the photos when i got all of them from pei. i really enjoyed myself that day, and i hope my guest do too. Thankyou all for turning up!

The biggest present i got this year is not only those physical presents but also letting me know how true and great my friends are to me (: i deeply appreciate it and thank all of you for making my life so full of fun and laughter. Expect the unexpected - this is my most meaningful present.
And last but not least, a big thankyou to those who had gave a helping hand when i needed the most. you know who you are. (:

well, i'm finally legal!

2008-11-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i blog! well, its just plain lazy (: HOHOHO!
nothing much happen recently. only big BAD NEWS! (for me) LOL. my dear fatty is going to army! ): but i'm so glad that he is only going in after my birthday and our 20th month. that's something more comforting, if not, i'll definitely make hell lots of noise =x
speaking of my birthday, i'm having a BBQ! (: and i'm turning 18! hohoho! like finally and when evryone else is turning 19 soon -.- but still, i wish that i'll always stay at the legal but not so legal, 18 (:
details of my BBQ:

6th December'08, Sat 6plus 7pm
Pasir Ris Park, Pit 29

everyone, please help me pray that it wont rain! LOL. i don't want this BBQ to be ruin! =x

alrights, having test tml and look at the time now! bed is calling me. i shall blog againa soon WITH PHOTOS! (: tata!~

one love, one you <3.>

2008-10-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

1st week of school has ended and i'm looking forward to the rest of the semester (: we've been asked to choose our elective for sem 3.1 - accounting or finance? well, not much consideration was done and my mind was set on the finance track. i've always wanted to move into the finance industry. accounting is simply too dead for me, as i've always say, i'll rather bang on the book and die =xx , not literally though. LOL. i hope my choice is right cos the world is facing an economic crisis now!!! =x i believe it will be back on track once i've stepped into society (:

the monsoon season is here, a good season for sleeping, but bad for outing. hahas. it will definitely spoils plan for sentosa, swimming, BBQ, etc. but its good for a nice sleep in during the weekends ^^
went swimming today though the weather wasnt as good, the water was freeeziiingggg cold, no kidding! but the sun was generous enough to let us have a peak of him and was able to sun-tan (: dinner at Mac to satisfy my craving for it and Mario Kart-ed at cs's arcade! i was brought back to my childhood! LOL.
gonna be away for this long weekend (: be back on monday. i know my fatty will miss me (: me too! fatty will always be on my mind first! <3.

GOHZHIJIAN is LOVE! <3.>
to michy!~

2008-10-21T01:30:00.005+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to my dear Chua Shi Min!~ (:

Happy 18th Months 11 days to my fatty baby!~ <3.

sch has reopen already ): i wan my holidays back~
shall upload more pics soon! (:

i love my sweetie boy to the max! <3.
he's the one, michy's one (:

2008-09-29T14:57:00.007+08:00

yeap yeap. i'm finally blogging the photos for last weekend's activities (: these are only the ones that i have. there are still some with shenn. i shall blog it as soon as i get it from her. hahas.
the sequence of photos are from the most recent one onwards (:
went to Kbox with pei and kassy last week. yes! just the 3 of us. hahas. its the first time i've been there with just so few of us. its somehow a good thing, u dun have to keep snatching microphones =x hohoho. its really a crazy session. i just loveee it! (:
went to paya lebar to eat this really nice fried chicken at city plaza, we also found this really old school arcade, where all thier games are only $0.50! LOL. it was hell lots of fun! we spent almost $40 there to change just 2 packets of calbee chips -.- well, its the fun that matters =x
i just loveee outings! ((:

Kbox session! (: - with just the 3 of us!

the 4 "snow white" *puke*=x

Iceskating @ Jurong!

Cine outing (:
spot the bitch? =x

this looks better!~

yeap, many many photos more to upload. i shall do it soooon (: hahas. school is re-opening in 2-3 weeks time! omg! that's real fast. lets chioooong ah~ and have more activities before school starts! hehe

last but not least,
times spent with fatty is always lovely (:
iloveyoubaby!<3.>

2008-09-23T18:15:00.002+08:00

alrights. i'm now blogging at my clinic (: so no pictures for today.
had a wonderful weekends with my lovely sisters and brothers (: its a pity some couldnt join.
went to cineleisure on friday, initially was to catch a movie, but landed up in this very nice place at the top floor of cine, where they have this lan chamber room. i was like "WOW". its a place where groups of friends can really hang out, but with a price not very expensive if there's a big grp (: settled our dinner at lau pa sat. it was my first time there since it was renovated, its a good but expensive place. ESP the vegetarian store. omg! you can pay practcally any price for it, no kidding, ANY! its definitely a motivation for ivan to go there more often =xxx
the same grp of us met the next day again for ice skating (: it was fun! i will upload photos another time (: left at ard 8 i tink, and as usual, had our dinner at the coffeeshop nearby and trained home.
yeap, that's all i guess! and and and...
i miss my fatty boy lots! (:
ily <3.

2008-09-16T23:48:00.006+08:00

hellooo!(:
had baking session last friday with fatty, jasmine, shenn and sl (: FUN!! though we failed, 2 TIMES! =xx however, fatty made a successful souffles. that's something comforting. LOL. headed to bedok 85 for a stomach-bloating dinner and went to cs's arcade to play Mario Kart. its really kinda fun! hahas. went over to kassy house, initially is to play texas, but monopoly monopolised us, well, some of us. =x hahahas! its been awhile since i played Monopoly. i still prefer singapore's version. HEHE!
yeap, that's all! below are some pictures taken (: to jasmine: I got post all your photos too! =X

my sucessful cupcake! (:

baby's successful souffle

the "bakers" of the day (:

whyyy soo seriousss? =xxx
self-claim QC of the day =x

that's abt it (: oh, one more thing, i cant listen to my mp3 until i meet kassy, all thanks to sl -.- now my journey to work is boringgggggg! heh! =x okays. FULLS STOP! (:

the journey together seems even further (:
i love you, lots! <3.>

2008-09-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH MONTH FATTY! (:

yeap! its another month! (: and look at my post below, its 16th month, which means i have nv been blogging for a month! =x whaahs.
ytd was our 17th month! time really passes fast (: and i'm still loving him so muuccch!
went shopping for grocery at the market place at raffles place after searching for many other places. bought things that cost him a BOMB! after that, we walked all the way to bugis from city hall for steamboat! (: it appeals more to the nose den to the mouth! but it still filled our tummy~
i only got 2 pictures! w/o me ):

that's our simple dinner (: oh oh! and and.. this pancake is my breakfast someday last week, made by my dear fatty. he's such a sweet. awww~!

well well, school is finally over for now! and i got back my results already. though i expected it but it still disappoints me. my GPA fell below 3 ): i'm gonna buck up next sem! i have to kick away tat lazy worm in me! heh! this is so not going to happen next sem. HOHOHO!
for now~ i'll enjoy my holidays with my fatty dear, sisters and brothers (: and not forgeting Shenton Medical =x hehe. here's i list of wat i wanna do!
1) more outings with fatty
2) go Sentosa AGAIN! =x
3) ice-skating
4) shopping
5) more outing with sisters!
6) more outings with fatty again =x
7) bake cakes
8) swimming!

that's all folks! (:
and and and.....!

I LOVE MY BABY DEAR LOTSSSSS! <3.
holding on tightly (:

2008-08-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH MONTH BABY! (:

michelle is a happy girl!(:
contented and satisfied! you are wat i need!~
i love my darling boyyy! <3.>

2008-08-05T01:36:00.004+08:00

My boy has turned 18!!

(a week ago =x)

i find that it is a pity if i dun blog these pictures =x hehes!
We went to SENTOSA! (: but not to suntan, we went to the underwater world and dolphin lagoon! it was great fun because its my first time there! and we toook many many pictures! but i only uploaded some cos its quite a handful (: summary of the day:

-had ACCPAC test in the morning (spoiler!!??)
-went bedok to take MRT to vivo with darling
-took monorail-den-bus to underwater world
-feeded ourself to some flys and cam-wored before the dolphins comes out^^
-headed back to E!hub for dinner and movie: THE DARK KNIGHT!
-went to darling's house to sleep tat day (:

okaysss~.. i shall not type much and let pictures do the talking! ^^

1st picture of the day! (:

he claims that he is a MODEL! LOL!

during "feeding fly session" =x

went to the TOP for some eye catching seneries (:

back to vivo~

yeap.. that's about it (: i really enjoyed my whole day with darling! i wan more outings! HOHOHO! =x hope you enjoyed your day too ya! (:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DARLING! (:
I LOVE GZJ LOTSS <3.
i hope to spend more of your bday with you (:

2008-07-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

爱心carbonara (:

does this carbonara pasta look yummmyy~? hohoho. nope, its not cook by me. BUT, its cooked by my beloved FAT! hahas. it had been a long time since he cooked for me, so i bugged him to cook the other day.. and TADA~ he such a dear (:

projects are all done EXCEPT for entreprenuer which is more den half where there already. i cant wait to complete it! exams timetables are out too ): i only left with 4 more weeks? to buck up and do well this sem. NO SUPP PAPER FOR ME! i'm really really so slack this sem, kinda disappointed in myself. i'm wanna finish this off fast, and enjoy my 2 months of HOLIDAYS!
MICHELLE WILL DO WELL THIS SEM!!! (:

oh ya. SHAPE RUN was finally over last sunday (: it had been a long time since i wake up at 6 AM in the morning! LOL. (ever since sec sch days =x) i clocked 33mins! and i nv stopped the whole journey! HOHOHO. and i really enjoy the after-run feeling. it was s-h-i-o-k! and the best thing is, i'm having bad muscle aches now. -.- but still, it was a fantastic experience. i'm so going to join this again next year! (:

alrights.. i'm stopping here~ and one more thing! i'm so excited for saturday! (: i believe you are too. =x hehes!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! <3.
my boyfriend loves me too (:
我爱吴帜建 !

2008-07-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH MONTH BABY! (:

15 month down the road and still counting. i'm so so happy! (:

thanks for loving me
thanks for always being there for me
thanks for doing all the tinest thing that makes me happy
thanks for tolerating my attitude time and time again
thanks for giving us a chance the other time.

we'll walk down this road together (:
i love you, my boy <3.

2008-06-22T03:49:00.002+08:00

hiya! (: school is reopening in another 1 more day! i dunno to be happy or sad =x happy because i will have things to do and this will definitely make the time turn faster to my next holidays. sad because.. i still haven had enough fun! hahas. well, nothing will be enough for me. LOL

projs have not been done completely and tutorials are growing dusks already. i'm simply too lazy to take them out to do. heh! haven been doing much lately, let alone my homework. i've been working most of the time, and the rest of time will be spend on fatty, sleeping and sisters. and finally today! i got to spent some time with my mummy! i can see that she misses me alot (:

went over to kassy's house and of cos, the temptation of mahjong never fails. we should really stop when school reopens. LOL. that's wat we ALWAYS says. but we ended up being defeated by temptations! =x
no pictures recently, reason1: too lazy to get my cable, reason 2: not much happenings; and i dun see ivan, alvin, peter, and the rest during the holidays (except for the usuals), where are the rest?! aren't we suppose to meet more during the holidays! grrr! angry! =x

oh gosh! look at the time! i'm going off to lala land to meet my beloved! =x
shall blog again sooooon peepos! (:

MICHELLE LOVE ZHIJIAN many many many many many many many! <3.

2008-06-09T15:39:00.003+08:00

YES! midsems are over! expo is over too! and holiday officially starts today! hohoho! but! i wanna rush up all my projs before i start having fun! LOL.

it wasnt a good start of holidays for me. well, god knows. =x and i'm working tonight at clinic! lols. i wanna earn money for my thailand trip this Oct! (: but i dunno why, i cant seem to save up. i'm not spendthrift for wat i know, i tink i spend too much on FOOD too! =x lols. influenced by my fatty boy! hahas.

i cant wait for outings with my classmates on the 2nd monday of the holiday! i always disappoint them, but this time i hope i wont! hahahas. outings with billas too! that the activity that i will nv get sick of! and definitely shopping with fatty. its been edges since i go shopping with him!

oh. i know it's abit too late but... HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY SISTERS!!! (: you guys will definitely not be replaced! once sisters, always sisters =x hahas. lets go KBOX soooon! or camping better still! wahas. we shall await for our DAJIE to return first. (:

okays. lastly, 1 more day baby! heex. lets go shopping the week after next okays?

I LOVE GOHZHIJIAN! <3.
you, too, will never be replaced. (: ily

2008-05-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

yeap. finally found some free time to blog. okays. i'm just pure lazy to log in here. hahas.

oh well. 1 more week to midsem test and holidays are coming again! BUT! this is only a 2 weeks holidays and its mostly used for chiong-ing proj =x hahas. test timetable is out and i only end on friday. damn! the best thing is, i dont even understand any of my subs well YET. i hope i can finish everything by next week. Study mood is still not here, the devil is still surpressing the angel within =x i shall rescue my angel soon so that i can start studying. wahahas.

running and swimming is still regular for pei and i. (: that's a good thing. and running on tracks is wayyyy better than running in the gym. I will now choose to run on tracks/road rather than wasting the $1.50 to train nothing, practically NOTHING! swimming is definitely a must! and we finally got the right way of swimming after like.... 3 years? LOL. i just looooves training :)!

hohoho! fatty is so busy nowadays. which means lesser meetings. which means more misses. AND! it proves that : Absence nakes the heart grows fonder! yeap. no doubt, feelings for him is always oh-so-real. i never once doubted my love for him! (: I LOVE MY BOY! <3 but, at least he has passion for the job he has now so a lil toughness for him is alright, but still, have a limit yea my dear? (: muacks.

okies. neeeda start doing my projs. GOTTA GO~ tata!*

my soulmate, my boy
you define everything in my life <3.