my world is being crashed. just like tat. i'm feeling sad, disappointed, angry, down, depressesd .. all sorts of feeling that crushes me are haunting me now. i dunno i should blame u or not. i'm utterly confused and still in the state of shock. i can truely say that i've committed alot, too much till its difficult to take back. it really needs time and i don know how long it will be. months i guess.. somethings are really unforgettable. hmmm. i dunno wat to say too.. i can only say.. i know my heart will still be waiting because i still truely love u. but in reality i know its hard. and this wound is really a big one. too big... it will really take a long long long time...
i'm glad pei is there for me. she's really a true friend. i really will love her FOREVER! onli she is worthy of my forever love. true friends are really hard to find. and i'm luck to have found them. =) muackxxx!!

i know u noe how i feel and i know u can do nth about it. well, i'm glad u had really spent happy moments with me. This will be a lasting memory tat will not be forgotten. i'm lucky to have u as my memory. and i still love u, very much that u should know=( . well.. best buddy for now! =) student GOH RED RED !!! =x